Story What I Did For Love
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Part 1
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June 17, 1999
My name is MiNa Nam. Im 19, still very young, but I am dying.
Not right now but my life is slowly fading away as Im writing my story. At this moment Im sitting at our spot. Mine and Eun
Ji Won, the love of my life.
The sun is slowly beginning to set over the lake. I took a
glance at my reflection in the water. My outside looks have changed drastically within the past few months, but the water
reflected the true me. Inside Im still the same person.
I have done and given so much for love but never once, have
I received it back from Ji Won. There are times that I wanted to tell him everything that Ive done for him and make him love
me back. But I cant. Love is not selfish.
So I did what felt right. I keep
giving Ji Won my love and I never asked for his love in return. Even though Ill leave this world pretty soon, my love for
him will still remain. My story begins when I first met Ji Won six years ago on this one fateful day. It all started out.
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Part 2
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October 31, 1993
You better come back here you good for nothing brat!
I covered my ears with my palms. That was my stepmother calling
me. Her voice sounds murderous and I didnt want to face her today. She had slapped and hit me too much already. Im afraid
I cant take it anymore so I hid in my closet. I peeked through the crack in my closet and saw my stepmom with a really pissed
off look on her face. She was holding that stick that Im always afraid of. I winced thinking about how much it would hurt
if she hits me with it again.
Im just thirteen and whoever said 13 was an unlucky number,
they were right. My mom had died when I was just turning ten. Before she died she told me that I was the most beautiful girl
in the world and how proud she was to be my mother. She said even though shell be gone, her love is with me always.
Tears rolled down my cheeks. If you love me mommy, how can
you be so selfish to leave me? So now when I had turn 13 my dad had married Mok Young A, who is my stepmom today. She was
a cold-hearted woman who tortured me all day. Any self-esteem I had for myself was shattered and I was living a nightmare.
My closet door suddenly opened. There you are you wicked girl!
My stepmom started cussing at me as she pulled me out and threw me onto the floor. I began to tremble because I knew what
was going to happen next.
*Whack whack whack.*
I cried out in pain but I knew that no one is going to hear
my cries. I desperately began to gasp for air. My heart was aching again. I couldnt breathe.
Not again! Dont you see how much youre costing your father
and me with your heart problems? If it wasnt for all these medical bills we wouldnt be so poor now!
I had this heart condition where air would suddenly shut off
and I couldnt breathe. The doctors are trying to save me by giving me a respirator and pills, but theyre not sure how much
longer Ill be able to live. My dad (who was a pathetic excuse for a man) came in.
He looked down at me with sorrowful eyes. He held my stepmoms
arm lightly and said, I think she had enough. You dont want her to have another attack. Calm down and lets have dinner.
Thats why Im hitting her! she yelled. She got detention and
stayed after school for an hour. She was supposed to be home to go buy food for dinner and make it. Your daughter is so evil.
She wants me to starve or something!
I didnt get detention. The teacher wanted to talk to me about
But I was cut off by the whack of my stepmoms stick. I cried
silently in pain and turned away. I didnt want to look at her. My dad said, Well, dinners just going to be a little late today.
Mina, say sorry to your mom.
Despite the pain, I managed to say, Sorry mom. Please forgive
me.
My dad handed me some money. Here. Go buy food to make mee-yuk-gook
tonight. My stepmoms temper simmered down a little as my dad lead her out of my room.
I picked up the money and headed for the store. Mr. Choi, the
owner of Choi Food Market, shook his head as I walked in. He knew what kind of hell I was going through. I finished my shopping
and checked out.
Thatll be $3.49.
What? I asked. UmmMr. Choi. Thats impossible. With all this
stuff it should be around $15.
I know Mina. Mr. Choi gave me a sad smile. The exact price
is $14.32. Why dont you keep the change for yourself?
I opened my mouth in shock. Mr. ChoiI..I cant do that, I said
as I handed him 20.
He only took five. No. Keep it. I know that stepmom of yours
dont give you any money.
I looked up at Mr. Choi with tears in my eyes. Here
he was, just a friend reaching out to me. I said thanks and headed for home.
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Part 3
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I decided to take a shortcut home but as I passed the alley,
a hand pulled me in. I was knocked to the ground and a shadow hovered over me. I began to scream but the same hand covered
my mouth.
Shut up or Ill kill you!
I shut my mouth instantly. I didnt want to die yet. In the
moons reflection I got a good look of my attacker. It was a boy who looked a little bit older than me. His face and clothes
were dirty but he had really good features so I could tell he was extremely good-looking. But this was not a time to think
about such things.
He held a table knife at my throat and said, Give me all your
money or Ill kill you. I panicked but I knew what to do. I used the move I wanted to use on my stepmom every time she pinned
me down and hit me. I kicked him hard right into his family jewels. He gasped and fell to the floor, dropping the knife. I
picked up my groceries and ran.
I guess you can call me the dumbest person alive. I was afraid
I had kicked the boy too hard and permanently damaged him. Besides, since my life is hell already, I didnt want him to go
through it too. So I turned back.
When I came back to the alley, the boy was still lying on the
floor. He was moaning softly. I lifted him up gently. Are you okay? I asked. He shook his head no. Im sorry, I said to him.
I reached into my pocket and pulled the money Mr. Choi gave me. If you need money, then here. All I have is ten dollars.
I placed the money in his hand and walked away. He looked at
me with this weird expression that I couldnt read. I picked up my groceries and this time I left without turning back. I could
tell the boy was watching me as I was walking away
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Part 4
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Ji Won stared at the girl who had just walked away. She must
be the nicest or dumbest person in this world, he thought. He began to stand up but had to use the wall for balance. That
girl had kicked him a little too hard. Ji Won had just run away from home again. He had ran away so many times that the alley
was his second home. When he ran away he always stole his parents money.
They were the richest people in all of Hawaii but they were
also the most messed up family. His dad would have a lot of women with him and would betray a friend if it would bring him
money. His mom, on the other hand, was an exact duplicate of his dad. She always had these young men around her and spend
money like crazy. His parents were divorced and lived on opposite ends of Hawaii. Bitch and bastard, thought Ji Won.
When he ran away this time, he didnt have the chance to steal
any money from his dad. So he had no choice but to rob somebody. When he saw the young girl walking out of the store, she
seemed to be the perfect target. But things didnt turn out as planned.
Ji Won kept wondering why the girl gave him the money
even though he could have killed her. Ji Won knew he couldnt take the money because she was the first person in his messed
up life that was nice to him because she wanted to be, not because she wanted something from him. He wanted to give the money
back. When he gained some of his strength back, he began to chase her
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Part 5
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When I came home, I was greeted by the usual words. Ugly wretch,
wicked girl, freeloader, etc. but luckily I made it through dinner fine. When dinner ended, my parents went to sleep leaving
me with the dishes. I cleaned the table and washed the dishes. I also took out the trash and then suddenly I felt someone
grab me from behind.
My attacker turned me around to face him. It was the same boy
I met in the alley. I began to panic. I gave you all my money already! What more do you want from me? He raised a finger to
his lips and tried to shush me. I felt one of my attacks coming on. I started to hyperventilate and couldnt breathe. I was
beginning to black out.
Ji Won looked at the girl who looked like she was going to
die. Oh my God! Are you okay? This time it was the girls turn to shake her head no. Then she collapsed in his arms. Ji Won
didnt know what to do but he had to save her life. He began to give her mouth to mouth. Come on, he whispered to her. Breathe.
Dont die on me. After a while she began coughing and opened her eyes.
I opened my eyes and saw a blurry object heading towards me.
Then I felt something soft pressing against my lips and I felt a gust of air. Then I realized the boy was giving me air. I
couldnt believe what was happening. I blushed and gently pushed him away. Thank you for saving me. Im okay now.
The boy turned slightly red. Uhhyoure welcome. You kinda scared
me there.
Sorry about that. Well, what is it that you want from me?
Here. He handed me back the same ten dollars I had given him.
I looked up at him. No, its okay. Keep it. I think you need it or you wouldnt have tried to rob me. He shook his head. No.
I just wanted to borrow it only. I dont take charity. Well, goodbye.
Just as he walked away, I heard his stomach grumble. I bit
my tongue so I wouldnt laugh. Since he didnt take charity, I said, Um, hey. I just made some food and I dont know if its good
or not. I need a guinea pig because I dont want to serve it to my parents if it isnt and besides, you did save my life.
Ji Won looked at her. Why is she being so nice to me?
he thought. He knew she was just saying that because she heard him say he doesnt want charity. Ji Wons stomach was growling
like crazy. He havent ate for 2 days already and the mention of food was killing him. Uh, okay. I guess Ill be your guinea
pig since I have nothing to do. He studied her face as she smiled at him. Shes pretty, he thought as he smiled back.
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Part 6
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I let the boy wait outside as I got some of the leftover mee-yuk-gook
for him. He finished it in less than a minute. Then he leaned back and sighed. Out of nowhere, he let out a burp. I had to
giggle. He looked at me and smiled. Sorry about that.
Its okay.
I hesitated before I asked him the next question. Ummso whats
your name? He glanced at me and then stared at the ground. I could tell he was debating to tell me his real name or not. I
didnt want him to feel obligated to telling me his name. Its okay. You dont have to tell me if you dont want to.
Ji Won looked at her surprised. No! It isnt that! he yelled.
She stared back at him surprised too. Then he lowered his voice. Im sorry. Please dont misunderstand. She nodded her head
slowly and Ji Won can tell that she was confused. Ji Won felt that he could trust her and he wanted her to be his friend.
My name is Eun Ji Won and you are?
Nam Mi-Na, but call me Mina. Its easier to remember. Then she
gave him the sweetest smile. Ji Won felt his heart beat a little faster when she smiled at him. He blushed and looks away.
So uh, how old are you?
13, she replied. And you Ji Wonee?
He smiled when she called him that. Im 15, he said turning
back to look at her.
15? I asked in disbelief.
Ji Won nodded. Where are your parents oppa? Youre too young
to be living in the streets. He shrugged his shoulders. I can take care of myself. I gave him a doubting look because he was
trying to pull that tough guy act on me. Its okay though, he told me. I have a family. Its just that things are bad at home
so Im just getting away from it for a while. So he ran away, I figured out.
I could tell that Ji Won was a good person. Do you have a place
to stay tonight? He shook his head. How about staying in my room then, I offered.
Ji Won couldnt believe his ears. He stared at Mina. Did she
just offer him a place to stay? Ji Won? Mina asked as she waved a hand in front of his face. Are you okay?
Ji Won shook his head and snapped out of it. She placed her
hand on his knee. Oppa, I asked if you want to stay in my room for tonight? Ji Won was so touched that he felt his heartache.
No one had ever cared about him so much but he didnt want to feel as though he owed her. No thanks.
Mina looked at him with her big sad eyes. Please oppa? Im afraid
of the dark. Ji Won smiled. He knew she was lying so he would say yes. For the first time in his life, Ji Won felt warm inside
because now he is wanted. He let out a sigh. Aigo Mina, okay. You talked me into it. But just for tonight though. She giggled
and nodded.
Okay.
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Part 7
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Silently, I led Ji Won into my room. My room was small and
luckily, it was far away from my parents so they cant hear much. I let Ji Won have the bed while I take the floor. Damn, I
thought. Why does the floor have to be so cold and hard?
Ji Won stared down at Mina who was trying to sleep on the cold
stone floor. He picked her up easily and lifted her onto the bed.
Oppa? What are you doing? I whispered as my eyes grew wide.
Do you trust me? he asked.
I nodded my head slowly.
Good, he said. This bed is small but itll fit both of us.
My eyes grew wider at what Ji Won had just said. But I had
just told him that I trust him. I couldnt take my words back so I had no choice but to sleep with him. We both got in my bed
and slept side-by-side. I was so nervous, I couldnt sleep. Ji Won, on the other hand, had no problem. He fell asleep instantly.
I turned my head over to look at him. His face was so innocent
like an angel when he was sleeping. Who would have thought he was such a devil when hes awake and moving?
An hour had passed and it was 3 in the morning. I still couldnt
sleep. Suddenly something weird happen. Ji Won turned his entire body around and did a 360, kicking me. Ow! I cried out but
covered my mouth so my parents wouldnt hear me. When he was done, he had this happy look on his face.
At first I thought he was just playing
with me but he really did do a 360 in his sleep. Suddenly he reached over and held me tight. My entire body went tense and
rigid. I could feel Ji Wons light breathing on my neck. I dont know why but now that Ji Won was this close (practically laying
on top of me) made me feel better. Its probably cause Ive never been this close to a person in a long time. Soon I began to
fall asleep too
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Part 8
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November 1, 1993
Ji Won opened his eyes and found himself laying partially
on Minas body. He blushed and slowly moved away from her. Then he just laid near her watching her sleep. Suddenly it caught
his eyes. The sleeves and pant legs of her pajamas were lifted up and he got a good look at her arms and legs. Dark purple
bruises cover her entire body. There were several scars on her legs and arms too. Red lines run across her legs and it made
Ji Won wince because it looked so painful.
He didnt want to disturb Mina but he was really curious. She
turned over and Ji Won lifted the back of her shirt. It was even worse than her legs. Ji Won opened his mouth lightly in shock
and touched her bare back delicately, fearing that he might hurt her. Mina began to stir.
I rubbed my eyes and sat up. I saw Ji Won looking at me with
this sad expression on his face. Whats wrong oppa? I asked. Who did this to you? Then he lifted the sleeve of my shirt. I
opened my mouth in shock. I tried to hide it but I couldnt believe he saw my bruises.
As I tried to answer him, I heard my stepmoms footsteps heading
towards my room. Oppa! I yelled, turning back to Ji Won, who was rubbing my bruises. You have to get out of here! My mom is
coming! Ji Won looked at me surprised but I opened my window for him to climb out. Climb down this tree. Goodbye Ji Wonee,
I said to him with tears in my eyes.
Ji Won remained silent the whole time as he left her room.
But he didnt leave though. He sat on the branch of her tree and looked through her window. He couldnt hear what Mina and her
mom were talking about but he saw it. He saw Minas mom bring out a small wooden stick and whack Mina with it several times.
Ji Won couldnt take it anymore. He busted back into Minas room.
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Part 9
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I looked up at my stepmother in pain. Im sorry mom. I didnt
know were supposed to have guests today.
She glared at me with cold hatred in her eyes. Mr. Eun, of
the Eun Hotel Empire all over Hawaii, is coming to visit us. Your father might get a promotion if we make a good impression!
Youre supposed to be awake half an hour ago to prepare all of us tea! Now Mr. Eun is down there expecting tea! What am I supposed
to do now huh?
My stepmom began to breathe rapidly as her anger increased.
I saw her raise that stick of hers again. I curled myself up hoping the pain would lessen but I know it wouldnt so I prepared
myself for the strike
Ji Won caught the stick just before it would hit Mina. Minas
mother stared at Ji Won in surprise. Mina opened her eyes and stared at Ji Won in shock. He looked down at her. Mina, are
you okay?
Ji Won! I screamed. What are you doing here?
Ji Won looked back at me. I came to save you from this evil
bitch.
My stepmom twisted her face in hate. I knew you were trouble
all this time Mina. How dare you bring this boy home? Wait until I tell your father about this! Ji Won grabbed my stepmoms
arm to stop her. You do that and Ill have you fired! I stared at Ji Won dumbfounded. What is he talking about?
What are you talking about you juvenile delinquent?! snapped
my stepmom.
I mean, said Ji Won glaring at her. That youre having tea with
my father right now and Ill get you and your husband fired if you hit Mina one more time. I look at Ji Won surprised. Ji Won
is the heir of the Eun Hotel Empire? His family is the richest in all of Hawaii!
My stepmom looked at Ji Won doubtfully. If youre his
son, then how come youre so filthy? Ji Won gave her a smirk. I know you want proof. How about all of us go down there to talk
to my dad? My stepmom looked at him and thought, This is the only way for real evidence. He might get us a promotion. Then
she said, Come on then, boy. Lets go.
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Part 10
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All three of us came downstairs together. Ji Won had to help
me down because my legs were too weak to support me. Ji Won helped me sit on the couch and he faced the strange man before
me. Mr. Eun glared at Ji Won.
Hi dad, said Ji Won.
Where the hell have you been Ji Won? shouted Mr. Eun.
My family just watched them yell at each other. Ji Won shrugged
his shoulders. Around. It made Mr. Eun really mad but he never hits Ji Won. He continued yelling. Ji Won didnt really listen
and after a while he cut his dad off. Look dad, shut up about it already and well talk about it at home.
Dang, I thought. I could never talk to my parents like that.
Mr. Eun shuts up. Okay son, well talk about it at home. Then Ji Won gestured his hand at my entire family. The Nams were nice
enough to let me stay at their house. You owe them dad. Mr. Eun nodded. Fine. Joon and Young A, you two just got a raise.
My stepmom got so excited. Thank you Mr. Eun!
Come on Ji Won, said Mr. Eun. Lets go home. And have that talk.
Ji Won brushed his dads hand ff his shoulder. Later dad. Ill be home in an hour. His father glared at him. Ji Won glared back.
I said one hour. Mr. Eun knew Ji Won was stubborn. So he agreed. Fine then. One hour.
After Mr. Eun left Ji Won talked to my parents. Listen here,
he said as he sat down next to me. I can get you hired and fired just like that. And he snapped his fingers.
We know, we know, said my stepmom sweetly, pouring Ji Won some
tea.
Ji Won didnt drink it. All I want is for you two to not touch
Mina anymore. If I see another bruise on her, you know the consequences. Ji Won held my hand the entire time he spoke with
my parents. I felt a strange warmth going through me and I knew that right then and there that I was falling in love with
Eun Ji Won.
My dad remained quiet while my stepmother talked. Of course
Ji Won.
Ji Won rolled his eyes. Okay, and Ill make sure you keep your
promise. Then Ji Won turned to face me. Come on, lets go.
What? I asked confused.
Go to my house with me.
Go go! said my stepmom pushing me towards Ji Won. Have fun
kids and stay out as long as you like. I knew my stepmom was really ticked off but she was playing it off pretty well.
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Part 11
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Ji Won continued holding my hand and never once did he let
it go. The walk to his house took us 15 minutes and I was enjoying every minute of it. When we reached his house, Ji Won let
out a sigh.
Mina, he said softly. Just stay quiet and let me do the talking
okay? I nodded my head and we entered his house. His house was huge! I felt as though Im a peasant walking through a castle.
He even had a few maids and butlers who attended us. Ji Won led me to his room. It was nice and clean but there were a lot
of holes all around his walls. I sat down on his bed as he went into the bathroom to take a quick shower. When he was done,
he came out and sat next to me, holding my hand. I really am in love.
Ji Won, how come your walls have a lot of holes?
He shrugged his shoulders and I massaged it for him. As he
relaxed, he answered me. Oh, its cause I fight with my parents a lot so I take it out on the walls. Judging by the holes,
I can tell that he was really angry every time he made one. Come on, he said. He lifted me up on his back and gave me a piggyback
ride downstairs. He smelled so good now that hes clean and fresh.
His dad was waiting for him in the den. I waited outside while
Ji Won came into face his dad. Ji Won came in, uninterested in what his dad had to say. What is it dad?
Ji Won, sonthis is getting to be very tiring. Every few weeks
you would run away, leaving me and your mother worrying about you.
Ji Won smirked. Sure youre worried. Thats why youre out with
those hoes and moms out with those morons. Its because Im your only son. Youre just scared that when grandpa passes away he
wont put our family on the will.
His father got angry. Well do you want it to end up on your
uncles side? Ji Won gave his dad a look that showed he didnt care. His dad continued talking. Since I managed to have a son
and my brother have no kids, I have the advantage. Son, listen to me. You know youre my heir. All my wealth will be pass down
to you.
Ji Won looked at his dad disgusted. All you care about is money!
You dont care about me! he yelled as he stormed out of the den. Ji Won slammed the door open and grabbed my hand. Come on,
lets go.
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Part 12
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I was confused and didnt know what had happened. Ji Won held
my hand and took me to the beach near his house. On the sand there were these 2 huge rocks. Ji Won led me over there. He lifted
me up and we sat side by side. We remained silent until Ji Won took a deep breath of the ocean air.
I love this place, dont you? he said to me smiling. I returned
his smile and held onto his hand tighter. Ji Won, whats wrong? Ji Won avoided my eyes. Nothing. I turned his chin to face
me. Come on, you know you can tell me. He nodded.
Its my dad and this stupid feud he has with my uncle. Theyre
fighting over who will get the larger part in my grandpas will.
Oh I said softly.
Isnt it stupid? he asked laughing. My grandpas not even dead
yet!
I understood what was bothering him. So I didnt say anything
because I know he doesnt want me to worry about it. He threw a rock into the ocean and it skipped three times. Perfect he
said. Why is it perfect? I asked. Age aint nothing but a number right? he asked me, changing the subject. I thought about
it for a while and nodded.
Since Im older than you by two years, that makes me your oppa,
Ji Won said to me.
Yup, I answered, smiling.
Ji Won smiled back. I love you.
I felt my heart my heart filled with a bubble of love but then
Ji Won continued talking..as a dongsang. My bubble bursted. This was not what I had expected him to say.
I stared at Ji Won with wide eyes. I knew it was pretty forward
of me but I had to ask. Yyour.donsang? I managed to stutter out. Ji Won looked back at me with his puppyish eyes and smiled.
He nodded his head gently. Have I been reading all his signs wrong?
So what do you say? he asked. Want to be my dongsang? Even
though it was breaking my heart, I had no choice but to agree. I nodded. Yes, I want to be your dongsang oppa.
Good, he said.
Ji Won nodded and reached into his pocket. He pulled out a
small silver knife. I stared at him with wide eyes. Ji Won, what are you going to do with that knife? He asked, Do you trust
me Mina? I nodded my head without hesitation. I trusted Ji Won with my whole heart. He smiled at me. Good. Lower the back
of your shirt. Ji Won pulled the back of my shirt down. Then he used that knife to cut me. Ow! I screamed in pain but he continued
anyways. He carved a small E onto my shoulder blade. My back was bleeding and he bandaged it for me.
Then he handed the knife to me. Here. Engrave your initial
M too cuz I dont want to use the same last name as your mom. My hand trembled as I held the knife. I didnt want to hurt Ji
Won. Go ahead. Dont worry, I can stand the pain. I engraved an M onto Ji Wons back. I was surprised because he didnt let a
tear drop or cry out in pain. I bandaged him and he acted as if nothing had happen. When it was over, he held me close.
I held onto Ji Won tightly as if he was going to leave me.
I know he only thinks of me as his little dongsang but it feels nice holding him like this.
As Ji Won held onto Mina, his smiling face instantly
turned sad. He wanted to say Mina, I love you as a girlfriend so she would be his forever but he couldnt. He wasnt the type
to admit his feelings. So he figured the scarring was not an engravement of his brotherly love to Mina, but his promised symbol
as a soulmate to her forever
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Part 13
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Years had pass and Im still with Ji Won. I didnt think it was
possible but I grew more and more in love with Ji Won everyday. We would do a lot of stuff together and we never had any fights.
We argue, but it never came to the point where we would get really mad at each other and he usually let me have it my way.
Kang Sung Hoon was Ji Wons other friend and he hangs out with
us a lot too. Sung Hoon is a little older than me and is really nice. He has this really cute smile that when he smiles, you
cant help but smile back. I called him bang geul ee. His family life also isnt good. His dad is a drunk and his mom had passed
away when he was young. So usually it was the three of us together.
My home life is a lot better thanks to Ji Won. My stepmom didnt
dare to touch me anymore and its still the same between me and my dad. We dont talk much. Ji Wons parents like me a lot too.
Its because when they tell Ji Won to do something and he wouldnt do it. They would come to me. Im kind of like their pawn.
Life was heaven for me until it completely shattered on day.
It started out with good news but who would have known it would
end up in tragedy?
June 15, 1996
My stepmom and dad came home one day from visiting the Euns.
Guess what? my stepmom told me excitedly.
What? I asked calmly.
The Euns are planning a wedding for you and Ji Won!
I sat down because my knees gave out. This news hit me with
total surprise but I was so happy to hear it because Im so in love with Ji Won. Really? I asked excitedly? How did this happened?
Mr. Eun wanted Ji Won to get married and he figured youre the
girl he should marry.
What did Ji Won say? I had to ask. I didnt want him to be forced
into this.
Of course he agreed, she answered.
My breathing increased so I took out my respirator. After I
calmed down, my stepmom took me into her room and told me all about the arrangements.
Meanwhile back at the Eun mansion
Just because youre making this wedding for me and Mina doesnt
mean I owe you anything! Ji Won yelled angrily at his dad.
Mr. Eun grabbed Ji Won by the collar of his shirt. Ji Won!
You listen to me. Once you and Mina get married, your grandpa will give you all of his businesses. Sharing part of it with
your dad isnt asking for much is it? Ji Won pushed his dad away. He began to laugh. The only two people grandpa will give
the businesses to is me or uncle. He wont give it to you because youll spend it all on those whores! I bet all your money
is gone now.
It was true. Mr. Eun was in serious debt and he needed Ji Won
to get married because Ji Wons grandpa was going to give Ji Won his inheritance once he gets married. Ji Won had just turned
18 and his dad had planned the marriage months ahead. His dad got on his knees. Please son. Please do it for me.
Ji Won rolled his eyes. Youre so pathetic dad. He sighed. Living
with Mina taught him compassion and sympathy for people. Ill see what I can do dad. He went into his room. Just then his cellular
phone rang. He picked it up, thinking it was Mina. Using his sexy voice, he whispered, Hi Mina.
A weird high-pitched giggle came from the other end of the
line.
Oohsaid the voice. Hi to you too sexy.
Ji Won rolled his eyes. Oh shut up Sung Hoon.
Using his real voice, Sung Hoon began to laugh out loud. Gross
hyung! Thats how you talk to Mina? Ew! It gives me the chills!
Hey Sung Hoon, said Ji Won seriously. Is everything set and
ready to go?
Yeah hyung, said Sung Hoon.
Good, said Ji Won, smiling. Meet me at the docks tonight. From
there we can sail to the mainland airport and get away from Hawaii to start a new life in Korea.
Yeah, said Sung Hoon. But did you tell Mina about it?
No, answered Ji Won, sighing. Im afraid she wont leave her
family. Im planning to just kidnap her and take her along. Its easier that way and no hassle.
Right, said Sung Hoon. At least the three of us will still
be together.
Yeah, said Ji Won. Meet you in an hour. Get everything ready.
I got our money too.
Okay, replied Sung Hoon.
Bye. Ji Won clicked off his phone.
Ji Wons dad didnt know it but his grandpa had given him $10 million in advance, along with hotel ownerships in Korea and Hawaii
as his wedding gift. He planned to leave his dad $5 million and live off the rest with Mina and Sung Hoon. He smiled thinking
about how he would get away from everything and just be with the one he loved the most, Mina.
**********
Part 14
**********
Back at home I was so excited I couldnt sleep. I know I was
still young to be thinking about marriage but I know Ji Won is the only guy for me. I held my teddy bear close as thoughts
of Ji Won drifted me to sleep.
It was midnight now. Ji Won snuck out of his house quietly
without making a noise. He carried his backpack full of money on his back. He planned to go to Minas house to grab her and
leave. Then it would be just him, Mina, and Sung Hoon leaving together. He was almost to Minas house when he realized that
he was being followed.
It was his uncles men. They came to get rid of him. Ji Won
was smart. He knew the streets too well. He made it through the alley and those men end up losing him. But when Ji Won reached
Minas house, about 10 men had surrounded her house. They all saw him approaching. Ji Won began to ran as they chased him.
He made it to the dock. He saw Sung Hoon on the boat.
Hyung! Hurry! The boat is leaving!
Ji Won threw his bag onto the boat first and made a high jump.
He landed safely onto the boat. His uncles men couldnt chase him anymore. Ji Won and Sung Hoon started cheering until Ji Won
realized what was missing. Mina. He had left her. Ji Won fell to his knees.
Whats wrong? asked Sung Hoon.
Mina! We left her! We have to go back! yelled Ji Won.
Sung Hoon opened his mouth in shock because he just realized
it too. Then he shook his head sadly. We cant. If we go back, well just get killed and well be putting Minas life in danger
too. Ji Won moved away from Sung Hoon, knowing that the darkness will cover his face. And for the first time in his life,
Ji Won cried.
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Part 15
**********
I woke up the next morning with this strange feeling inside
me. I dont know why but I find it disturbing. Then I remembered that Ji Won and I are going to get married soon, it subsided.
When I went downstairs, my stepmom was holding that wooden stick I havent seen in years. I began to panic. She whacked me
with it. I fell down surprised.
Wheres Ji Won? she screamed at me.
I was so confused and surprised I didnt know what she was talking
about. She kept hitting me and telling me to answer her. But how can I answer when I dont even know myself? Then something
unusual happened. My dad grabbed the stick away from my stepmom.
Stop hitting her! Cant you tell that she cant think straight
through all that pain?
My stepmom was shocked and she kept her mouth shut because
my dad never did that to her before. Mina, my dad said to me, holding my hand. Ji Won ran away from home again. Hes no longer
in Hawaii and the weddings canceled.
He left? I asked blankly.
My dad nodded his head sadly. How can he leave me? I asked
standing up. My stepmoms next words hit me hard and cold like ice.
He probably left because he didnt want to marry you.
I sunk to my knees and fell to the floor. I began to sob to
myself. My parents left the room, leaving me alone. How can you leave me, Ji Won? Were all those promises of taking care of
me lies? I loved Ji Won so much. All I ever wanted is to be with him, even if he did only consider me as a dongsang. I needed
to know why he left. Being with him all this time, I knew where he went. Ill search all of Korea if I had to
One year later
During this year, my life of hell had return. I managed to
save up enough money for a ticket to Korea and money to spend. I had to work odd hours so my stepmom wouldnt find out or shell
take the money from me. I also had to sell some of Ji Wons gifts to me. He was a really generous oppa who would buy me a lot
of expensive clothes, jewelry, perfume, and just about anything that I wanted. I figured he wouldnt mind because theyre just
material possessions. They were a big help because I managed to trade them in for a lot of money.
July 24, 1997
I finally had enough money to leave. It took me a while to
go because I knew chances are low of finding Ji Won right away. I needed extra money for my search and I had to pay double
for a fake I.D. You could say that I have almost everything planned out. I got a pretty good amount so I planned on leaving
today.
Its been a little over a year since Ji Won left me with no
reason or explanation. Ive gotten so much thinner because I couldnt eat or sleep and I miss him so much. The problem I still
had facing me were my parents. I know they were not going to let me leave. I was only 17. Damn. Still a minor. This year had
been total hell for me and I cant stand another year of it. I had to leave and I had a plan. I was going to fake my death.
It was all so perfect. My family had to go out to a luau with
Mr. Eun. He still keeps in touch with us. I guess its because he thinks I might know where Ji Won is. Truth is, I have no
idea except I know Ji Wons somewhere in Korea.
I planned to fake a drowning. Because of my heart failure,
it helped me close off my air circulation for up to 4 minutes. This time I am using it to let my family think that I have
drowned and the tides drifted my body to sea so I will never be found
But before I go I had to say goodbye to my father. I hugged
him hard. He looked at me surprised.
What was that for? he asked.
I shook my head. It wasnt for anything dad. I did it because
I love you.
My dad had tears in his eyes. Im so sorry Mina. Im so worthless
as your father.
No youre not but you have to do whats right dad. Dont let anyone
stop you and stop putting yourself down.
He nodded his head. I hugged him for the last time.
Im going for a swim okay? He nodded his head and watched me head toward the ocean. The plan went perfect. I stayed underwater
for a while and swam myself to the other side of the beach where they couldnt see me. All my belongings were there. I got
on the dock and sailed to the mainland airport leaving Hawaii forever
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Part 16
**********
[Seoul, Korea]
July 26, 1997
Ji Won traced the M scar on his back. Damn, he thought. I miss
Mina so much. He sent out one of his men to retrieve news about her and if they could, get her here to him in Korea. Ji Won
had it all. Money and power. The only thing that was missing was Mina. So much had happened to Ji Won as he remembered back.
Ji Won and Sung Hoon made it to Seoul, Korea. With Ji Wons
leadership skills and Sung Hoons smooth talking, they end up getting a lot of businesses and putting others of out business.
Money was not enough for Ji Won. He needed power so he created Sechs Kies, where he was the leader and Sung Hoon was his 2nd-in
command. He and Sung Hoon managed to eliminate the group Quiksilver on their own and gained the respect and loyalty of the
two members Kim Jae Duc and Lee Jae Jin. Along the way, they found Ko Ji Yong and Jang Su Won wandering the streets. Ji Yong
proved to be a genius and Su Won was handy in finding information.
Ji Won knew they were enough. They had hundreds of men under
them but Sechskies were the main leaders with Ji Won as the head. They committed a lot of crimes but no evidence was ever
found to convict them.
Just then there was a knock on his door, interrupting his thoughts.
Come in, said Ji Won.
Jang Su Won came in. I have news for you, boss, he said.
Well what is it? What did you find out about Mina? Ji Won asked.
Sun Won looked down and hesitated to reply. Im afraid its bad
news.
Those words made Ji Won panic. Jang Su Won, you answer me now!
yelled Ji Won with rage.
Ji Wons yell scared Su Won so he blurted it out. Mina Nam is
dead. She drowned while she was swimming in the ocean. Her body has not been found and is still missing.
Ji Won fell back in his seat in shock. Minas dead? No,
anyone but Mina, he thought. Su Won knew it was a good time to leave so he left Ji Won in his office. Mina! Ji Won screamed
out of his window in pain. His cries echoed throughout the city of Seoul.
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Part 17
**********
I finally made it to Chejudo, Korea. I didnt know where to
look for Ji Won so anywhere was fine. I was never a lucky person. I couldnt find any signs of Ji Won there so I traveled to
Inchun City. My search for Ji Won continued for another year. During that time I had traveled to many cities like Guam, Pusan,
etc. It must have been a gift from God because one day my search was over
November 21, 1998
I had just finish my overtime shift at the Nam Hotel. It was
pretty ironic because my whole family spent their lives working for hotels and here is the biggest one in all of Seoul with
our family name. I went into the workers lounge to take a break and pour myself some tea. I sat down and read the headlines.
Sechskies are to open a conference broadcasting live on Channel
6 today
I rolled my eyes. Not them again. They were the notorious mafia
lead by Matthew Eun. I shuddered. I cant believe the leader has the same last name as my beloved Ji Won. Actually 6kies was
composed of 6 leaders. They committed a lot of crimes and were always challenging the authorities. They had a lot of power
and no one could take their pictures without their consent but a lot of people know what they look like. I didnt care. I was
too busy looking for Ji Won to notice them.
A worker with me named So Kyung Hee came in. Hey, she said,
patting me lightly on the knee. On break? I took a sip and nodded. Me too, she said smiling. I smiled back at her. Kyung Hee
was actually one of the nicest people at the hotel. Most of them were cold and just worried about how much tips they can get.
Kyung Hee picked up the TV remote and turned to Channel 6.
Hey Mina, theres supposed to be showing 6kies today. Wonder what they look like. I nodded and watched with her. When the clock
struck 9, I felt my heart had stopped and it was not from my heart failure either. I stared at the face that was giving a
cocky smile to the camera. Ji Won. Slowly the camera pulled out revealing the other 5 members.
I recognized Sung Hoon. He and Ji Won looked completely different
but I still recognized them. Ji Won had his hair dyed completely blonde while Sung Hoons was streaked. Kyung Hee and I watched
them in silence as they began to talk. Ji Won and the others introduced themselves. Then the camera showed directly at Ji
Won.
To most people he would look like an evil gang leader but in
my eyes he was a beautiful angel. If it was ever possible, Ji Won was even finer than before.
Mina, are you okay? asked Kyung Hee, as she waved a hand in
front of my face.
Huh? I asked looking at her. Oh, Im fine. Just listening to
what they have to say.
I pointed to Ji Won on the screen. Who is he?
Thats Matthew Eun, she answered me.
I stared at Ji Won some more. He had change his name and so
did Sung Hoon. No wonder I couldnt find them.
Kyung Hee caught me staring so she smiled at me. The leader
is cute huh?
I blushed. Yeah.
Too bad in real life hes such a jerk.
He is not! I yelled at her.
Kyung Hee scooted her seat back in shock. I apologized right
away. Sorry Kyung Hee, I didnt mean to yell at you. She had a confused look on her face but she said, Uh, its okay Mina. I
pulled a finger to my lips. Shhlets listen to what they have to say
Ji Won began talking. This is Sechkies speaking to all you
losers out there watching us. We just want to say that were open to hire new employees. We usually travel around to our many
hotels but youll find us if you have the right connections. Also a word to the police of Korea. Why are you picking on us?,
Ji Won asked sarcastically. Were good, law-abiding citizens. Ji Won folded his hands together and gave a little bow. Then
all of the Sechskies leaders started laughing.
Oh my gosh! Look at him! yelled Kyung Hee and pointed to Sung
Hoon on the T.V. screen. Look at that stupid smile and that perverted laugh. Kekeke Kyung Hee made a poor impression of Sung
Hoons laugh and it made me laugh. Geez, I thought. Sung Hoon would kill her if he knew she made fun of his trademark smile.
The show ended a little too soon for me but Ji Won did
say he was visiting many hotels and mine is the biggest one. He has to come here. I went back to work and waited for him to
come.
* *********
Part 18
**********
Ji Won entered the main doors of the Nam Hotel and headed towards
the lobby. He let out a sigh. Being in a hotel brought back to him a lot of memories. He remembered how he would take Mina
to the hotels to trash it or slide down the long stairway banisters. But those carefree days are over. His only love had died
and he no longer has the heart to love anyone else.
Eversince the news of Minas death, Ji Won began to develop
a passion for anything he thinks is related to her. Things like her hairbrush, the same type of lipgloss she uses, her little
respirator, etc. There are times when he had to give her mouth to mouth if the respirator wasnt around. Ji Won smiled remembering
that she had told him that he was her first kiss. Mina never went out with any guys so it made him really happy but he also
found it very strange. He didnt want to give her any ideas about dating other guys so he never asked.
Ji Won had changed his name to Matthew. Its to symbolize that
Ji Won died with Mina and Matthew replaced him. He chose the name Matthew because of Minas initial M and if anyone asks, the
M stands for Matthew.
Sung Hoon wanted to changed his name to Ricky but Ji Won wouldnt
let him. Ji Won only allowed him to change it if it had the letter M so Sung Hoon ended up changing it to Mickey instead.
Hey hyung! Over here! shouted Sung Hoon.
Ji Won looked over at his five friends. He walked over to them
and was surprised at what he saw. What the hell is this? he asked angrily. Every single one of them had a girl in each arm.
What do you guys think youre doing? he asked as he strode over to them.
Come on hyung, said Jae Duc. Lighten up.
Yeah, said Jae Jin. We worked hard all day and now lets have
a little fun.
Ji Won rolled his eyes and then he saw two girls wrap their
arms around him. He smiled. Yeah, I guess. Alright! they all shouted. They like it when Ji Won is in a good mood.
From where I was standing, I felt as though someone
had stabbed me with a knife. Ji Won looked so happy with those 2 girls sitting on both sides of his lap. I stared at my reflection
in the hotel mirror. Big, glassy eyes, pale skin, and waist-length black hair. I looked kind of like a ghost. Not much to
look at, I thought sighing sadly. Then I felt a tap on my shoulder and I slowly turned around.
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Part 19
**********
What are you looking at? asked Kyung Hee.
Whew. I let out a sigh of relief. Theyre here, I whispered
to her.
Who? she asked, looking over my shoulder.
SechsKies.
Oh. So you want to go serve them? I shook my head no quickly.
Kyung Hee laughed. Okay. Dont get so worked up, Mina. Ill do it. She took a waitress pad and headed over to their table. I
remained in the corner watching them.
Hi, my name is Kyung Hee and Ill be your waitress today. May
I take your order?
All the SechsKies members looked up to the pretty, young girl
who just approached them. Instantly Sung Hoon made the 2 girls on his lap move. He looked up at Kyung Hee, giving her his
best smile. I dont know what I want for dinner, but you want to be my dessert? The other 5 Kies members laughed while Kyung
Hee rolled her eyes. Thats so cute. Must have took you all day to think up that one huh?
Ooh, shouted Ji Yong. This one has a mouth.
Sung Hoon just smiled. Feisty. I like it.
Then he pinched Kyung Hees side playfully. She moved away,
glaring. Hey dont touch me!
Come on babe. Go out with me. Ill show you a good time.
Hell no! Kyung Hee shouted back in his face.
Then Ji Won stood up. Dont talk to my friend like that, he
said in a low threatening voice. Or else Ill have you fired. Ji Wons glare made Kyung Hee move back a little bit but she answered
back anyways. You cant fire me! I quit!
She handed Jae Jin her apron and pad and stomped over
to me in the dark corner. Stupid, lousy jerks, she whispered to me. I know, I whispered back, patting her shoulder. Suddenly,
I caught Ji Won staring at me. I didnt know what to say or do so I just left.
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Part 20
**********
Ji Won stared at the girl who was talking to Kyung Hee. She
looks like Mina, he thought. But cant be.
Hyung, said Sung Hoon. What are you looking at?
Her, said Ji Won, pointing in Kyung Hees and Minas direction.
You like my waitress too? asked Sung Hoon, pouting.
No, said Ji Won, shaking his head. Her friend. Doesnt she look
like Mina?
Sung Hoon glanced at the person Ji Won was pointing to and
watched her walk away. No... said Sung Hoon slowly. That girls hair is much longer and Mina has a nicer body. That chick looks
like a stick.
Ji Won cocked an eyebrow at Sung Hoon. How do you know Mina
have a nice body? Sung Hoons eyes widened. I dunno just guessing. Ji Yongs calling me. Ill go see what he wants, Sung Hoon
said quickly and ran over to Ji Yong right away. Ji Won began to chase the girl who just left.
I heard some footsteps following behind me. I quickly turned
a corner and entered my room.
Ji Won ran after her as fast as he could. He saw the girl turn
a corner and he continued chasing her. He saw a figure up ahead and he grabbed her by the shoulder. When the girl turned around,
she had a surprised expression on her face.
What do you want?
Ji Won looked at the strange girl. She looked nothing like
Mina. Wrong person. The girl walked way. Ji Won sighed. Maybe its cause I miss Mina so much that Im beginning to see her.
He began to walk back to the lobby, disappointedly.
From my hotel room, I was watching Ji Won with the little hole
in the door. I saw him pat a girl and then walk away with him head bowed down. I went over and sat down on my bed. I let out
a sigh. Ji Won doesnt miss me. He has too many girls with him already. He probably forgot who I am by now.
Tears fell down my face and I didnt even realize it. I quickly
wiped them away. I wanted to tell myself that I hate Ji Won but I couldnt because then Id just be lying. There was only one
thing left for me to do.
I stood in front of my bathroom mirror. I cant be with Ji Won
as Mina, but I wanted to be by his side to watch over him. I thought about it for a while and remembered they were recruiting
new members for Black Kies. I looked at myself. Hmmif my hair is short and put into a cap, I wear sunglasses more, darken
my skin with make-up, and lower my voiceI can pass for a guy.
So I did it. Within an hour, I had transformed myself
into a guy. I checked myself over. As a guy, I didnt look too bad. I smoothed out my new short hair and tucked it into a cap.
Guys wear earrings too so I didnt have to worry about my earring holes. I wore a couple of T-shirts under my flannel and 2
pairs of boxers under my baggy jeans so I would fill out more and wouldnt look so scrawny. I checked my make-up, making sure
I was well-covered. I put my sunglasses on. Perfect, I thought. Now all I have to do is have to pass the test to join the
gang.
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Part 21
**********
Ji Won walked down the aisle looking at the 5 new candidates.
He nod his head as he studied them. Pretty good, he said to them. Alright, he clapped his hands for attention. All of you
know how its done. Jae Jin and Jae Duc will jump each of you in. If youre still standing after 5 minutes, then welcome to
SechsKies.
Only 2 of the 5 guys lasted when Jae Jin and Jae Duc were done
beating them up. Okay, said Sung Hoon. The two newest members to join is Wait! shouted a voice, interrupting Sung Hoon. Everyone
looked over to see who it was.
Ji Won stared at the young boy who was walking towards them.
What the hell? Damn! This kid looks like Mina! he thought. I must be losing it. How come I keep seeing her today? Sung Hoon
looked at the new boy curiously. Yes? What do you want little man?
I looked at Sung Hoon. Gosh he developed an attitude, I thought.
I took a deep breath. This is it. I want to join SechsKies. A guy I recognized as Jang Su Won busted out laughing. He placed
his hand on top of my head. You? How old are you boy? 15? !6? And how tall are you now? 5?
I moved his hand for him. No. Im 18 and Im not 5, Im 53. That
made all the other members laugh, except Ji Won. I looked at him curiously and realized he was checking me out. Oh no, I thought.
Please dont recognize me.
Ji Won held up his hand for the others to stop laughing. Hey,
if he wants a chance, then well give it to him. Then he turned to face me. I felt my heart thumping loud and prayed he couldnt
hear it. He placed his hand on my shoulder. Dang, he smells good, I thought as I tried to suppress a smile.
Look kid, said Ji Won to me. You have to be jumped in to join.
These 2 guys (pointing to Jae Jin and Jae Duc) will kick the crap out of you for 5 minutes. If youre still standing, youre
in.
I nodded my head. I knew I had to last because Im doing it
all for Ji Won. I stood there as Jae Duc and Jae Jin began to hit me. Jae Jin threw the first punch and it gave me instant
pain. Hes even stronger than my stepmom, I thought. Jae Duc kicked me and I was knocked to the ground but I kept pulling myself
up.
Ji Won looked at the helpless boy who was struggling to stand
up. He doesnt understand why but when he looks at the boy, images of Mina replaced him. Right now in his eyes, it looked like
it was Mina being beaten up by Jae Jin and Jae Duc. He couldnt help it. Stay down! he yelled to the boy. Everyone stared at
Ji Won. Both Jae Jin and Jae Duc stopped hitting the boy because they were surprised Ji Won was being nice out of nowhere.
I heard Ji Won yelling for me to stay down. My ears listened
but my legs wouldnt. I refused to stay down. No matter how many times they hit me or how hard, I managed to get up. Finally
5 minutes was over and I was still standing. Am I in? I asked in a weak voice. I saw Ji Won staring at me with a surprised
expression. Yes, youre in. he said patting my shoulder. I smiled and fainted into his arms.
Ji Won held the boy, surprised. He realized the boy had fainted.
Usually he would have let go if someone fainted on him, but this time he held on tight.
The other 5 Kies members looked and the 2 new recruits looked
at Ji Won with queeried eyes. Uh, hyung, said Sung Hoon, as he patted Ji Won on the shoulder. What? asked Ji Won, as he continued
holding the boy.
What should we do about the new recruits?
Give them instructions and show them to their rooms. Well have
a meeting tomorrow.
Okay.
They all left but once in a while, they all would glance back
looking at Ji Won, who was carrying the boy in the other direction.
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Part 22
**********
Slowly I began to regain my consciousness and I woke up. I
looked around and realized I was in the biggest room in the Nam Hotel. The Presidential Suite. What am I doing in here? I
asked myself. Then suddenly the chair in front of me spun around. Ji Won was sitting in it. I stared at him with wide eyes.
I started to panic because I was all alone with him in the room.
Ji Won gave me a sideways glance. You okay? he asked. I nodded
my head. Ji Won got up out of his seat and walked towards me. He sat down on the bed next to me and looked at me straight
in the eyes. So whats your name? he asked. Mi- I began but instantly cut myself off. Stupid, I thought to myself. You almost
said your real name! I saw Ji Wons eyes grow wide.
What did you say your name was?
Min-Sung, I answered him quickly.
Oh, he said and backed away from me.
Ji Won stood up and walked towards the window, looking outside.
He knew the new recruit was a boy but somewhere inside him wished MS would say his name was Mina. He let out a sigh. Theres
a meeting tomorrow. Be there okay?
I looked at Ji Won with his back facing me. It had only been
2 years but I felt as though I couldnt read what was going on in his mind anymore. I let out a sigh myself. Ji Won, where
do we meet later tomorrow?
The call of his real name made Ji Won suddenly look up. He
ran over to where Min Sung was sitting and grabbed him by his shoulders. How do you know my real Korean name? No one knows
me by that. Everyone calls me Matthew.
Oh no, I thought. I had completely forgotten that Ji Won had
change his name to Matthew but I thought fast. I didnt know your name as Ji Won. All I said was, Gee, wanna go out later tomorrow?
I felt Ji Wons grip on me loosen. He had bought the story. When he was looking, I let out a sigh of relief.
Im losing it, thought Ji Won. Well
meet in the main dining room tomorrow, Ji Won told Min Sung. He nodded his head and left. Ji Won walked out to the balcony
and looked up at the sky. I love you Mina, thats why it hurts so much that youre not here. But the real Mina had left before
she could have heard those words.
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Part 23
**********
Meanwhile back in the hotel lobby
After Sung Hoon and the others gave the new recruits instructions
and about the meeting, they all went back to their rooms. You think theres something wrong with Matthew hyung? asked Jae Jin.
Yeah, said Jae Duc. Did you see the way he held the new guy? They began to shudder.
No, its nothing, answered Sung Hoon.
You think maybe Matthew is gay? asked Ji Yong.
Youre the one who looks gay, said Jae Duc, jokingly.
Shut up! yelled Ji Yong as he punched Jae Duc lightly.
The others began to laugh. Then Su Won said, Could be though.
I never saw him be with a girl before. Sung Hoon lets out a sigh. Okay, Ill tell you guys the real deal. But dont let this
get back to Matthew okay? They all nodded and leaned forward to hear the story.
It was like 5 years ago when Matthew hyung met this girl named
Nam Mina.
She a babe? asked Jae Duc, interrupting.
Sung Hoon gave him a look. Yes, Duc-ee, shes a babe.
Oh, okay, said Jae Duc. Continue.
Anyways, Matthew knew her before he met me. It turns out that
she was the first person who ever really cared about him and Matthew fell in love with her. But you know how hyung is. He
could never tell anyone exactly what s on his mind or how he feels. Instead of saying he wants Mina to be his girlfriend,
he said he wants her to be his dongsang
Thats stupid! yelled Jae Duc, interrupting Sung Hoon. Why he
say that for? Shes a babe!
Sh..! yelled Jae Jin, Ji Yong, and Su Won at Jae Duc.
Sung Hoon continued. Well, Matthew ended up having this blood
ceremony with her. They scarred each others back with their initial. It looks like a blood tie but later on I found out it
was his symbol of promised love-
Ow..that must have hurt, said Jae Duc, as he hugged himself.
Jae Jin smacked him on the head for interrupting again.
I think they knew each other for a year before they met me.
At first I thought Mina was cute, but then by the way Matthew acts, I can tell she was off limits. See, Mina had this heart
condition where air would suddenly be closed off and she couldnt breathe. The only way to get air in was by this respirator
The one hyung always carry? asked Jae Duc.
Yes Ducee, said Sung Hoon, rolling his eyes. Anyways, it was
either that or mouth to mouth. Once when Matthew went collecting shells for Mina, I was walking along the shores with her.
One of her attacks came on. I freaked out of course, but I knew what to do. I laid her down and I was about to give her CPR
but then Matthew ran the speed of light and knocked me into the ocean and he gave her CPR. The others started laughing.
Dang, aint he a Romeo? said Jae Duc, laughing.
Sung Hoon smiled. Its cause he loves Mina and didnt want any
other guy touching he. I mean, during school, if any guy talks about wanting to date her, Matthew made sure he didnt. Oh yeah,
Matthew hyung hasnt always been Matthew. His real name is Ji Won. The M scar on his back stands for Mina, not Matthew. The
others opened their mouths in shock. They never knew Ji Won had been this much in love before.
How romantic, whispered Jae Duc.
Shut up hyung, said Ji Yong. Quit interrupting!
Okay, okay, said Jae Duc, blocking himself from Jae Jins hand.
Sung Hoon began talking. If there are no more interruptions,
then Ill continue. He paused for a second and then continued. The day before Matthew and I made it to Korea, he and Mina were
supposed to get married. Matthew didnt like his dad and there was this feud in their family on who gets the grandpas inheritance.
Matthew got it, of course, and he took it all and left Hawaii. He took me and he was planning on taking Mina too. When he
went to her house though, his uncles men were guarding the place and he couldnt take her. He ended up leaving Hawaii without
saying goodbye to Mina. All of them remained silent.
Then Su Won spoke. Last year hyung sent me out to get some
news on Nam Mina. She had died drowning.
Sung Hoon nodded. Yeah but Matthew and I think she committed
suicide. He think its because Mina cant handle living with her stepmom, who always abuse her. If you ask me, I think Mina
committed suicide because Matthew left her without any reason. I think hyung thinks that too but he wont say it. I think he
blames himself for her death and since then he hasnt been the same. He used to be nicer and not this touchy. Also thats why
hes never been with another girl. I mean, we see him flirt with other girls but none of us actually see him be with another
girl right?
The others nodded in agreement. Sung Hoon continued.
About this new boy today. I think Matthew is losing it. He probably thinks when he sees the boy he is see Sung Hoon stopped
talking as he looked up. He finished his sentence with a See you later! and he ran off.
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Part 24
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The others looked up surprised. Jae Jin smacked Jae Duc on
his head. What? asked Jae Duc. I didnt interrupt! Its not Duc-ees fault, said Ji Yong. Look. Ji Yong pointed to where Sung
Hoon ran off too.
Aigo, said Jae Jin. Its that same waitress babe.
See? said Jae Duc. Its cause of a girl, not me. You hit me
by mistake.
No, its not a mistake. I still wanna smack your head cause
it makes this cool hollow sound, replied Jae Jin as he smacked Jae Duc on his head again.
So, wanna go out sometime? Sung Hoon asked Kyung Hee, leaning
near her. She rolled her eyes at him.
She answered flatly, No and began to leave.
Sung Hoon held onto her arm. Come on babe. X-mas is next month
and dont be a scrooge.
Then suddenly, Kyung Hee gave him a seductive smile. I guess.
How about we go out on November 31 then?
Sung Hoon gave her a sexy smile back. Its a date then, he answered,
letting her go. The other 4 walked up to him.
Howd it go Mickey? asked Su Won.
Hey, hey, what can I say? answered Sung Hoon cockily. Im the
man!
Jae Jin gave him a high-five.
Alright! yelled Jae Duc. When you 2 going out?
November 31, answered Sung Hoon.
Uh, Mickey, said Ji Yong.
Sup Ji Yong? said Sung Hoon.
November doesnt have a 31st.
What? asked Sung Hoon surprised. He looked at the calendar.
November ended on the 30th. He looked around but Kyung Hee had already left. He started cursing while the others tried to
hold back their laughter.
November 23, 1998
This meeting of SechsKies is now in session, announced Ji Won
to the main members of the group, along with the new recruits. His voice got their attention and they quickly focused their
attention on Ji Won. Ji Won looked to see if Min Sung was there. He was. Ji Won gave a little smile to him. He didnt know
why but when he looks at Min Sung his mind would replace Min Sungs face with Minas.
So any new business? he asked the members.
Yes, answered Jae Jin. The Black Dragons have killed some of
our members and took away some of our businesses.
Damn it! yelled Ji Won as he pounded his fist on the table.
Well just have to see that this Black Dragon matter will be solved. Mickey you, Ji Yong, Su Won, and the 2 new recruits deal
with the businesses. Jae Jin, Jae Duc, and Min Sung will come with me. Everyone looked at Ji Won strangely.
Sung Hoon began to speak. Uh, hyung. You want to take Min Sung
along?
Ji Won glared at him. Yeah. Anyone here have any objections?
No one answered. Meeting adjourned, announced Ji Won and everyone went to work.
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Part 25
**********
I followed the Black Kies to a dark alley. I was surprised
Ji Won wanted to take me along, considering I was one of the weakest members. I thought I would get to work with the White
Kies in businesses.
Hey kid, said Jae Duc to me.
What is it?
He handed me a gun. Use this to protect yourself.
My eyes widened as I held the cold metal. Please dont let me
use it, I prayed silently.
Ji Won walked over to Min Sung. Okay, the coleaders of Black
Dragons are meeting around here. Youll recognize them by the dragon tattoos on their arms. If you see them, just shoot them
as they come out.
But Matthew hyung, I but my words were cut off the sound of
gunshots.
POW
Get down! yelled Ji Won as he covered me. Then he started firing.
I covered my ears and watched Ji Won in disbelief. He had shot 4 people and killed 3. Ji Won stood up smiling. I couldnt believe
it. I was in love with a cold-blooded killer. Jae Jin and Jae Duc killed some other members and JW told them to kill every
single Black Dragon member.
One Black Dragon member laid hurt on the ground. Ji Won pulled
him up by the collar of his shirt and pointed a gun to his head. Tell me whos your leader punk or else Ill blow your brains
out.
The young boy was whimpering. I felt sorry for him. Please
dont kill me. My leader is Eun Tae Won. Who the hell is that? asked Ji Won angrily. What the hell does he have against me?
Hes the godson of Mr. Eun, whos one of the heirs of the Eun Hotel Empire and he came to get the inheritance back from you.
I listened to what the boy was saying. I never knew that Ji
Wons uncle had a god son. From what I had heard, Ji Wons uncle had passed away 2 months ago and he had a heir. The heir is
the leader of Black Dragon, I figured out.
That bastard, said Ji Won. Hes dead and he still has someone
after me. When Ji Won wasnt looking, the Black Dragon boy had pulled out a knife, ready to stab Ji Won. I didnt have time
to think so I reacted instantly. I shot the boy. He fell back in pain but managed to get up and run away.
Ji Won looked at me surprised. He gave me a smile. Good job,
Min Sung, he said walking over to me and patted me on the back. I was appalled at what I had done. I couldnt answer him so
I just handed him back the gun.
Just then Jae Jin and Jae Duc came back to us. Got them all
hyung, said Jae Jin smiling as he did fancy handwork with his gun.
Good, said Ji Won. Min Sung here just saved my life. I knew
it was a good idea to bring him along.
Really? asked Jae Duc. Nice work kid. Then he punched me lightly
on the shoulder.
When we made it back to the hotel, I ran into my room using
my respirator and swallowed a pill. Afterwards, I took a shower. I felt so dirty because what I had done. I knew this was
going to be only one of the many dirty work I would have to do to stay with Ji Won.
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Part 26
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A few months later
During this time, since I saved Ji Wons life, he began to trust
me more and confided in me with everything. I was like his new best friend. SechsKies continued traveling to many places and
recruited new members. More war between SechsKies and Black Dragons broke out. Many businesses were shut down and more members
were killed from both sides. All the blood shed and fighting was getting to me but I held on. All the members of SechsKies
accepted me but sometimes I overhear them whisper that Im gay. I didnt care as long as I had Ji Won.
April 30, 1999
Finally, after many days of hard work, SechsKies finally got
a day of rest. The leaders always hang out together but Ji Won always included me. We were at this fancy restaurant and were
all having a good time. Jae Duc was telling us funny jokes. He stopped in the middle of a joke as he saw the Black Dragon
leaders enter the restaurant.
Tension was felt by everyone. The Black Dragons sat down across
from us. Ji Won and Tae Won were giving each other glares. Underneath the tables, we pulled out our guns. I knew the Black
Dragons were doing the same. We didnt know which side fired the first shot but before we knew it, bullets were flying everywhere.
Ji Won covered me as we ran out of the restaurant safely. We
met up with the other 5 Kies in a dark alley. The Black Dragons were still chasing us.
Damn it hyung! What should we do? asked Jae Jin.
Kill them all! shouted Ji Won.
There are too many, Ji Yong shouted back. Lets just hide out
in this motel. We all ran and hid in this cheap motels restaurant. The Black Dragons lost us and continued searching.
I dont believe this! said Ji Won furiously. I, Matthew Eun,
of SechsKies have to hide down here in this cockroach motel like Im a dog or something!
Calm down, I said to him gently, patting his back. Its not
so bad.
Yeah hyung, said Sung Hoon. Its only for one night. Besides,
well make them pay for this.
All of us looked around. There was only one bed. I could tell
none of us wanted the floor because it was disgusting and reeked of something. I aint taking the floor! all of us shouted
in unison.
Theres only one bed though, said Su Won.
Look on the bright side, said Jae Duc as he laid out the sheets
on the bed. At least its king size.
I nodded my head. Itll be tight but well all have to try and
fit in.
Soon it was Jae Jin, Jae Duc, Ji Won, me, Sung Hoon, Ji Yong,
and Su Won laying down side by side uncomfortably on the bed. We were laying down one by one and the others looked at me strangely
as I ran to be the next person who laid near Ji Won.
Soon everyone fell asleep except me. I made sure everyone was
asleep before I made my move. I bent over to kiss Ji Won lightly on the lips. Then I laid my head down on his chest to hear
his heart beat. I sighed contentedly.
Then suddenly I felt Ji Wons leg twitch. Oh no. I knew what
he was about to do. His 360. I placed my entire body on top of his because I didnt want to get kicked. As Ji Won did his 360,
he kicked everyone except me off the bed. As always when Ji Won was done, he had a huge smile on his face. Then he held onto
me tightly. I was overwhelmed with happiness.
The others must have been exhausted because none of
them woke up except Jae Duc. He opened his eyes sleepily and said, Huh? Youre dreaming, I whispered to him. He nodded his
head and went back to sleep. Soon I drifted off to sleep too.
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Part 27
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Next Morning
May 1, 1999
Ji Won began to stir. He woke up finding Min Sung holding onto
him tightly. Ji Won widened his eyes and gently unraveled Min Sungs arms and legs off of him. The guys already called Min
Sung gay and he didnt want them to think hes gay too. He sat up and saw 5 of the SechsKies leaders laying on the floor.
Then Sung Hoon began to wake up. He sat up and looked around.
Gross! How the hell did I end up down here? Ji Won shrugged his shoulders. Then Jae Duc woke up. Damn, my butt hurts. It feels
like someone kicked it last night. Then one by one everyone woke up. P.U.!, yelled Jae Jin. This floor stinks! Everyone started
laughing.
Sorry you guys, said Ji Won laughing. I must have done a 360
and kicked you all off.
How come you didnt fall off Min Sung? asked Ji Yong.
Uh, oh, I thought. I did, I answered him. But I got back up
and went to sleep on the bed again.
Really? asked Su Won. I didnt even know. I just went right
on sleeping.
Ji Won began to study Min Sung. It was weird but somehow Ji
Won had a feeling that Min Sung knew he does a 360 in his sleep. But thats impossible, he thought to himself. Only Mina knows
that and why didnt Min Sung say anything about me kicking him? Ji Won didnt know what was going on with Min Sung but he knew
he had to find out.
We all got up and ready to leave the room. The coast seemed
clear so we walked out unarmed. Big mistake. There was a n ambush waiting for us. Disperse! yelled Ji Won and we all ran our
separate ways. Black Dragons chased after each one of us. I lost the Black Dragon member that was chasing me but I didnt want
to go back the hotel room without Ji Won so I turned back to get him.
When I found Ji Won, he was backed up against the wall by a
Black Dragon. It was the leader, Tae Won. He was telling Ji Won to bow down and beg for mercy but Ji Won ended up spitting
in his face. Tae Won got angry and pulled the knife back to stab Ji Won in his throat. I ran as fast as I could and knocked
Tae Won down. He dropped the knife and fell to the floor with me. As he fell, he used the handled of the knife to knock Ji
Won unconscious. Tae Won got up glaring at me.
Do you know who youre messing with? he asked me angrily.
I glared at him back unflinching. Ill make you pay for hurting
Ji Won.
Oh you must be the gay SechsKies member Ive heard so much about,
said Tae Won laughing. Youre afraid your faggot leader would die leaving you alone?
That made me really angry. I didnt care that he called me gay
but calling Ji Won a faggot ticked me off. Since he was distracted, I grabbed the hand he was holding the sword with, and
made him stab himself. He cried out in shock and pain. He pulled knife out of him. Tae Won pushed me away and cuts me in the
knee with his knife. I fell down and saw him raise the knife above my head. I was going to die.
Then suddenly a voice screamed out, Gang Rape!
It made Tae Won run off. I looked over to see who it was. It
was Kyung Hee screaming for the cops. I saw her looking at me sighing and walked away.
Kyung Hee! I screamed for her.
Kyung Hee looked at me strangely as she approached me. Do I
know you?
I nodded my head and motioned for her to come near me. When
she did, I whispered in her ear, Its me, Mina.
Mina? But youre a guy! she yelled back at me.
Look at me closely.
When she did, her eyes widened as she grabbed a hold of me.
Mina, it is you! I turned her back to face me. Please help me bring Ji Won back to the hotel. Kyung Hee made a face of disgust.
What are you doing with the SechsKies leader and why are you
dressed like a guy?
Ill explain later, I told her. We both put Ji Wons arms around
us as we carried him back. Along the way we found Sung Hoon unconscious on the ground, bleeding. I set Ji Won down gently
and lifted Sung Hoon up. Sung Hoon! I said, shaking him. He was hurt badly. Kyung Hee, please do me a favor. You carry Sung
Hoon while I carry Ji Won.
Kyung Hee looked at me reluctantly but then nodded.
I lifted Ji Won onto my back and carried him back to the Nam Hotel. My leg was still bleeding from the cut and I was limping.
Mina, can you carry him? Kyung Hee asked me, concerned. Ill be fine, I answered her as we made it back.
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Part 28
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I took Ji Won back to his room while Kyung Hee took Sung Hoon
back to his. I washed Ji Wons cuts and nursed his wounds. When he was bandaged, I sat down on the chair next to his bed.
Then suddenly, I couldnt breathe. One of my attacks is coming
on and I didnt have my respirator with me. My heart was aching so painfully that I was gasping in pain. But then I remembered
Ji Won had a respirator. I searched his pockets and sure enough, there it was. I started pumping it quickly and air entered
my lungs.
My vision cleared and I began to breathe easier. Then I put
it back into his pocket. My touch made Ji Won stir. He began to wake up. He looked at me.
Min Sung? he asked weakly.
I nodded my head. Yes, its me hyung.
Ji Won lifted himself up. Where am I?
Were back at our hotel.
Oh, Ji Won said as he looked at my leg. What happened to your
knee?
I looked down at it. It was bleeding through my pants. Its
nothing hyung. Ill be okay in a few days.
Did Tae Won do this to you?
I nodded my head.
Ji Won pounded his fist on his desk. Damn him! Ill get him
back.
Its okay hyung, I said calming him down.
By the way, he asked me suddenly, how did you end up finding
me? Werent you supposed to come back here by yourself?
His question hit me by surprise. I answered him truthfully.
I came back to look for you because I was worried you might be in danger. I saw Ji Won look at me awkwardly and inched himself
away from me. He thinks Im gay, I thought.
Uh, thanks for coming back to save me then, Ji Won said to
Min Sung awkwardly. Min Sung nodded and left his room. Ji Won lets out a sigh. He loved Min Sung as a friend and definitely
nothing more. He didnt want Min Sung to have any thoughts.
Instinctively Ji Won reached into his pocket to check
to see if his respirator was still there. It was but it was different. Ji Won stared at it with wide eyes. His once filled
respirator was now only half full with air. Someone had been using it.
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Part 29
**********
Later that evening Ji Won posted a note on my door telling
me to meet him. It was 8 p.m. and I knocked the door to his room. Come in, said Ji Won. I entered his room, not knowing what
he was going to say. Follow me, he ordered. He left the room and I followed him.
He took me to the beach that was near our hotel. Then he walked
over to a spot where there were two rocks side by side. I caught my breath. This looks exactly like our spot in Hawaii, I
thought. Come here and sit next to me, Min Sung, said Ji Won to me, patting the rock next to him. I sat down near him and
closed my eyes as I breathed in the salty sea air.
Ji Won began to study Min Sung. He looks like Mina in a way,
he thought. Could he be Mina in another form? Ji Won didnt believe in reincarnation but Min Sung was too much like Mina for
him. He wanted to see if somehow Min Sung was Mina so he had to test him. Min Sung, you want to hear a story?
Sure, said Min Sung eagerly.
Ji Won smiled as he told his story. There once was this rich
boy who came from a messed up family. He had no friends at all. Then one day he met this little girl who became his friend.
She was really nice to him, unlike his family, so he began to adopt her as his dongsang. Ji Won paused right there to see
Min Sungs reaction.
My smile faded when Ji Won began his story. He was talking
about our life in Hawaii. Then I figured out he was testing me. The respirator, I thought. I must have drained it when I was
using it so now he suspects me. I steadied myself and tried my best to give no reaction.
Ji Won stared at Min Sung, who appeared to have no reaction
to the story. Well what do you think? Ji Won asked him. Thats a cute story, hyung, he said, shrugging his shoulders. Ji Won
continued. Do you know why he took extra care of his dongsang? Min Sung shook his head no. Its because she has this heart
problem and needed this respirator to breathe. He took out the respirator from his pocket and showed it to Min Sung. Again
no reaction.
Poor girl, said Min Sung.
Yes, poor girl, said Ji Won sadly. She died a few years later.
I looked at Ji Won sadly. I knew Ji Won felt bad because of
my death but since Im no one special to him, it wouldnt matter if he knew the truth that Mina was still alive and with him
right now. Then Ji Won took out a stone and handed me one. I rubbed the white marble stone for a while. Throw it, he told
me. I shook my head no. To me it was like a present so I didnt throw it but just kept it in my pocket. Ji Won threw his into
the ocean. It skipped 3 times.
Perfect, he said.
Why is it perfect? I asked him.
This time I wished he would tell me the significance of the
3-skip. When the stone skips 3 times, it means 3 words. I love you. I looked at Ji Won in an overwhelming joy. Did Ji Won
love me? He had thrown the rock and it skipped 3 times many times before. So did the rich boy ever really loved his dongsang?
I asked Ji Won. Ji Won looked at me. Of course he does. He has a lot of brotherly love for her. Oh, I whispered softly. My
heart began to ache.
As Ji Won continued staring at the ocean, I began to walk home
with a heavy heart. Ji Won began to shake his head. Minas dead already so why am I denying that I love her? he thought to
himself as he stared out to the ocean. Actually, Min Sung, the rich boy loved his dongsang the first day he met her but hes
such a weak person. He never could admit his feelings for her and just waited for her to say that she loves him first.
Ji Won turned around and saw that Min Sung
had left. Oh well, he thought as he headed back to the hotel.
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Part 30
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*Since some of you wanted to hear more about Sung Hoon and
Kyung Hee, this chapter is a little side story.
Sung Hoon woke up aching. He realized he was back at the Nam
Hotel and in his room. How did I make it back here? he asked himself. Then he realized he was wearing nothing but his boxers.
His bathroom door suddenly opened and out came Kyung Hee. Hey! he shouted as he pulled a blanket over to cover himself.
Kyung Hee rolled her eyes. Its too late for that. Ive seen
it all already, she told him as she yanked the blanket away.
Sung Hoon crossed his arms over his chest. So you took advantage
of me in my weak state?
So what if I did? she snapped at him.
That means you have to marry me and support me while I give
birth to your child. Kyung Hee couldt help but laugh.
Sung Hoon smiled at her. I guess he isnt so bad, she thought.
You know, said Sung Hoon quietly. You didnt have to diss me like that when you said youll go out with me. Kyung Hee looked
at him.
I had to! You were such an arrogant jerk and you wouldnt leave
me alone.
Maybe its because I like you too much to leave you alone, he
replied back.
Kyung Hee blushed a little and decided to change the subject.
Give me your arm, she said to him. Sung Hoons right arm was bleeding and Kyung Hee began to wash the cut.
Ow! he yelled in pain, pulling his arm back. That hurts.
Does it? Kyung Hee asked him, concerned. Im sorry.
She leaned over to blow on his cut. Sung Hoon stared at her
the entire time. He felt warm and shy being around her. He never felt this way for a girl before. She was nice to him and
not dissing him like she usually does. He really liked that feeling. Kyung Hee gently placed his arm into a cast.
There, she said. All better.
You know, said Sung Hoon softly. Everyone says kisses make
boo-boos feel better and go away.
When Kyung Hee was nursing Sung Hoon, she developed a liking
for him and his nice body was a good addition. Really? she asked skeptically. I dont believe you.
Why dont you test it out then? he challenged her smiling.
Maybe I will, she said, flirting back. Where does it hurt?
Sung Hoon pointed to his knee. Kyung Hee kissed it. Then he
pointed to his hand. She kissed it too. Slowly he pointed to his forehead, which she also kissed. He worked his way down to
his nose. Kyung Hee couldnt help but laugh as she kissed his nose lightly. Sung Hoons nose was broken.
Then he pointed to his lips. Kyung Hee was about to kiss it
lightly but then Sung Hoon held onto her tightly to deepen the kiss. Kyung Hee felt drawn to him so she didnt push him away.
He turned her over so she laid down on his bed, with him on top of her. His hand went under the back of her shirt and he stopped
there. Kyung Hee continued kissing him and ran her fingers through his hair. Since she wasnt stopping him, he was about to
continue when
*knock knock*
Im going to kill that person, thought Sung Hoon as he broke
off the kiss. Yeah? What is it? he yelled.
Matthew wants all of us to go down to the dining room for a
meeting, said Ji Yong.
Okay, Ill be there in 5 minutes! Sung Hoon yelled back.
When he heard footsteps of Ji Yong leaving, he kissed Kyung Hee once more. Sorry honey, I have to go but Ill be right back.
Kyung Hee nodded and helped him into his clothes.
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Part 31
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Order SechsKies! yelled Ji Won.
Ooh, ooh, said Jae Duc. I want some kimbab!
Ji Won glared at him. Jae Duc shuts up. Now I want to talk
to all of you about Min Sung. Hes only been here for a few months but he had saved my life twice and not to mention, Sung
Hoons. Sung Hoon slapped Min Sung on the back and smiled.
Now, continued Ji Won. What do you want Min Sung? A car, money,
women? Tell us and its yours.
Yeah, said Sung Hoon. Just name it buddy and its yours.
I thought about it for a while. The only thing I wanted was
Ji Won but I couldnt say that. Since he was suspecting me so much there was only one thing I should ask for. I want a woman,
I told them. They all opened their mouths in shock.
Alright Min Sung, you dog! yelled Sung Hoon, breaking the silence.
At least youre proving to us that youre a man now!
Okay, said Ji Won slowly. Whos the girl?
So Kyung Hee, I announced.
I saw Sung Hoons smiling face turn mad.
Who do you want? Sung Hoon asked me in disbelief.
I repeated myself. So Kyung Hee.
Sung Hoon grabbed me by the collar of my shirt. Out of all
the girls you could have picked, why her? he yelled at me. I knew Sung Hoon liked Kyung Hee but Kyung Hee was the only person
that could help me. I happen to like her too, I answered him. Besides, you all said I can have anything I want, and I want
Kyung Hee.
Hes right, said Ji Won softly. We cant go back on our words.
Ji Won clapped his hands for attention. So Kyung Hee now belongs to Ahn Min Sung. Anyone from SechsKies who touches her, the
penalty is death.
Su Won and Ji Yong had to hold Sung Hoon back from attacking
me. I thought you were my friend! he yelled as they took him away. I sighed and headed for my room.
Ji Won looked at Min Sung as he was walking away. Min Sung.
Yes hyung?
Are you sure thats what you want?
Yes hyung. Ive never been more sure in my life. Then Min Sung
left.
When I made it back into my room, Kyung Hee was in there waiting
for me. What the hell is going on? she asked me. I knew it was time to tell her my story. When I finished, she was bawling
like a baby. I handed her a tissue.
Th..that is s..so..romantic, Kyung Hee said, sobbing.
I patted her head as she leaned on me. No, its not.
So youre not going to tell Ji Won who you really are?
I shook my head. It wouldnt matter anyways.
How do you know? If he knows youre still alive, who knows?
He might fall in love with you.
Maybe, I began slowly. But then hed love me out of pity and
not out of love. I dont want that.
Oh. Kyung Hee stared at the floor. I wonder if Mickey really
likes me.
What?! I asked in surprise.
She looked at me sheepishly. Oh, I forgot to tell you that
Mickey and I are beginning to fall for each other.
Why didnt you tell me?
I didnt have a chance to. Besides, it just happened.
Im sorry Kyung Hee.
Its okay, she said as she hugged me. Well just have to put
our little romance on hold for a while. Youre more important.
No, Ill go tell
My words were cut off by my lack of air. This time my attack
was worser than it ever had been before. Kyung Hee stared at me frightened. Mina! Whats happening? C..cant breathe I managed
to say. She lifted me up.
Come on, Ill take you to the hospital.
Dont let the others see me, I said to her before I collapsed
into total darkness.
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Part 32
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Slowly I began to open my eyes. I closed them instantly because
the light reflecting me was so bright. Am I on the other side? I wondered. I managed to squint my eyes open. I found myself
strapped to a pulse racer machine and an IV fluid was hooked up to me. I started to look around my room. I was in a hospital
and I saw that my door was open slightly ajar. Then I heard 2 voices talking and I began to eavesdrop.
Its a miracle that shes still alive, said the doctor.
Is she going to be okay? Kyung Hee asked him.
Well, according to these test results, her heart will expire
any time now. We need to get her a heart transplant soon because shes past overdue for 2 years already. I made some calls
and there is a matching donor for her in England.
Ill have to talk to her about it.
Please do, said the doctor. Its her only hope of living.
Kyung Hee slowly entered my room. She stared at me with wide
eyes. You heard everything Mina? I nodded my head weakly and took the air respirator off my mouth. You can tell him to forget
about it. Im not going to England for a couple of months to get surgery.
Kyung Hee ran over and shook me. Mina, are you crazy? You have
to or youll die.
No, I told her stubbornly. It was so hard for me to find Ji
Won and I wont let go of him just like that.
Kyung Hee began to cry. I dont want you to die though.
I looked at her sadly. Youre a good friend Kyung Hee. I know
youll be the perfect girl for Sung Hoon. I yanked the IV tube off my arm. Come on. Lets go home.
A little over a month later.
My heart condition began to grow worse. My attacks became more
frequently and undetected. It would happen during odd times like when Im showering or having dinner with the SechsKies guys.
Luckily Kyung Hee was always there by my side to cover for me. Sung Hoon hated me. I can tell by the way he acts. He probably
thinks that Kyung Hee really likes Ahn Min Sung (thats me). What he doesnt know is Kyung Hee truly does love him and it breaks
her heart seeing him go out with other girls. I think hes doing that to make her jealous.
As for Ji Won, he began to grow distant towards me.
He wouldnt talk to me much and hes been depressed about something lately. I wish I could know what was bothering him because
it hurts me to see him sad like that. Secrets are definitely hard to keep. Especially ones that you have to cover everyday.
I should have known that my disguise and heart attacks would be exposed soon but it just came to me unexpectedly
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Part 33
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June 15, 1999
Ji Won was in his depressed state again. There was this empty
void inside him that he couldnt erase. It was a recurring pain that never seemed to end. He felt lonely. Whenever he sees
Min Sung and Kyung Hee together, it disturbs him. He couldt figure out what it was but he kept finding something wrong with
the picture. Then a knock came on his door. Come in, he said, without bothering to see who it was.
I entered Ji Wons room holding a tray of food. Now these days
since he was in his isolated stage, he didnt eat much anymore. I was beginning to worry. I didnt have much time left with
him so I wanted to take care of him the best I could with the time I still had left. Hyung? Are you hungry? I brought you
some food.
Ji Won turned around to see who it was. It was Min Sung. Just
put it down. Min Sung placed it down before Ji Won. Ramyun, mee-yuk-gook, rice, and curry. How does he know I like these food?
Ji Won thought. Take it away I dont want it.
But hyung, you havent ate for days. Please eat a little bit.
I said take it away! Ji Won yelled, his anger exploding. He
knocked over the tray of food. It ended up spilling all over Min Sung. Ji Won and Min Sung stared at each other. Neither of
them knew what to say. Min Sung leaned over to clean up the spilled food and then left. Ji Won fell back in his chair. He
ran his hands through his hair frustrated. Min Sung was too much like Mina that it was driving him crazy. Ji Won knew he was
out of line though, so he began to walk to Min Sungs room to apologize.
What a mess, I thought as I stripped out of my clothes. I soaked
myself into a hot water bath, hoping it could wash away all my troubles. When I was done with my bath, I wrapped myself up
in a towel and got out of the tub. Then I heard my room door open and then close. Must be Kyung Hee, I thought as I began
to put my clothes on.
Ji Won entered Min Sungs room, not knowing what to say. He
wasnt good at apologizing. He looked around and didnt see Min Sung anywhere. Then he heard the sound of water draining. He
figured Min Sung must be in the bathroom. Ji Won opened the door slightly and saw Min Sungs bare back. He shuts the door quietly
and began to leave. He planned to apologize later but then his mind began to sort out what he had just saw. Min Sungs back
had an E on it. Ji Won breaks the open the door to the bathroom.
I was buttoning up my long sleeve shirt when my door suddenly
opened. I stared at Ji Won in shock but then remembered I wasnt completely dressed yet. I buttoned up the remaining buttons
and then faced him. Hyung! I said surprised. What are you doing here? I caught Ji Won looking down at my shirt. I had buttoned
it all wrong and a great deal of my body was showing. Oh hell, I thought. Hyung, I can explain- I began to tell him but I
never had a chance to.
Ji Won stared at Min Sungs exposed body. Without thinking,
he ripped open Min Sungs shirt finding that Min Sung was indeed a woman. Min Sung stood still, stunned at what Ji Won had
just did. He turned Min Sungs back to him. There it was. His E. M...Mina? he asked uncertainly, afraid to hope.
I didnt know what I was more embarrassed from. Letting Ji Won
see me exposed or being caught. In all my life I had never been angry at Ji Won but I didnt know why I reacted impulsively.
As I held my shirt together, I slapped Ji Won across the face hard with my other hand. His head snapped to the side. He held
his cheeks as he turned to face me. How could you do this to me Ji Won? I asked him screaming. Get out! Get out! I started
to push him out the door.
Ji Won was in shock. Mina, he thought. He grabbed her arms
as she pushed him out. Mina, dont! Is it really you?
I glared at him. As if he knew, Ji Won took off his jacket
and puts it around my shoulders. I zipped it up, covering myself. Yes Ji Won, it is me Mina.
But I thought you were dead.
I didnt die. I faked my death.
Why?
So I could go to Korea.
You came all the way from Hawaii to find me? Why didnt you
just tell me who you are?
Ji Won looked at Mina, who had tears coming out of her eyes.
He was about to brush them off for her but then Mina pushed his hand away. Thats the only way I could do to be with you. Join
SechsKies. Ji Won stared at Mina as she continued talking. After you left me all alone in Hawaii, my life became so miserable.
Not because of my stepmom, but because of you. I finally found a way to leave Hawaii to find you. I was so happy when I thought
about how I could see you again. I thought
Ji Won began to feel a rush of mixed emotions. Minas words
made him sad but seeing her alive in front of him, made him want to hold onto her and never let her go. He paused to let her
continue. "I thought that we could be together like we were.oppa and dongsang in Hawaii. But obviously, I was wrong. You had
all those girls around you that youve completely forgotten about me.
Ji Won felt his heart shatter into a million pieces. Each one
of Minas words stabbed him like a knife. Mina, you dont understand. I Mina didnt wait for his explanation and ran. Ji Won
chased after her.
Mina! he yelled as he chased her out of the hotel.
Hyung, said Su Won as he saw Ji Won ran by him. Ji Won pushed
him out of the way.
Kyung Hee ran up the 5 Kies. What happened?
Su Won shrugged his shoulders. I dont know. Ji Won was chasing
Min Sung and kept screaming Mina.
Kyung Hee stumbled back and Sung Hoon caught her. Oh
no, poor Mina, she thought. She turned around to see Sung Hoon looking at her sadly. Kyung Hee moved close to him and held
onto him tight. Neither one of them lets go.
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Part 34
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June 16, 1999
It was 3 a.m. and Ji Won had lost Mina. As he chased her down
the streets he lost track of where she ran off to. Mina! he continued shouting. His cries echoed throughout the streets. A
lot of people heard him yelling. So did the Black Dragons.
Tae Won silently crept behind Ji Won. Ji Won was all alone.
Tae Won gave an evil smile. He had a plan. He and his sidekick began to set up a trap for Ji Won, which they knew he would
fall for.
Mina! I covered my ears. I didnt want to hear Ji Wons voice.
I was so confused. All I ever wanted was to be with Ji Won but now its all complicated. I leaned back against the alley wall.
I needed time to think.
Ji Won ran through the alleys as he continued searching for
Mina. Then he ran into Tae Won. Out of the darkness, Tae Won stepped out. Looking for someone? he asked.
Yeah, said Ji Won, glaring at him. Im looking for Min Sung.
The punk that stabbed me? Tae Won asked furiously.
Yeah.
I got him.
You do? Ji Won asked surprised. Hand him over!
There he is, said Tae Won, pointing to a figure up ahead. From
the back it did look like Min Sung but little did Ji Won know that it was all a setup.
Mina? Ji Won whispered as he approached the person. It was
a Black Dragon member. He grabbed a hold of Ji Won around the neck and began shooting Ji Won continually in the stomach.
I looked out from where I was hiding when I heard gunshots.
Ji Won! I screamed as I ran out from where I hid. My scream threw the Black Dragon member off guard. Seeing his chance, Ji
Won grabbed the gun from him and shot him in the head. He fell to the floor dead. Tae Won started to run away but Ji Won aimed
a shot directly at his heart. Tae Won fell down dead too.
Ji Won looked at me and then collapsed to the cold ground.
He wasnt able to hold on any longer. Rain began to pour. Ji Won! I screamed, shaking him. He was still breathing but barely.
I lifted Ji Won up on my back and carried him to a nearby hospital. The rain drenched us and it grew hard for me to carry
him because of the weight. However, I managed to make it. They rushed him into the emergency room. Four hours later the doctor
came out.
How is he? I asked as I ran up to him.
He was shot 4 times in the stomach region. As you know, a person
needs at least one kidney to survive but both of his are destroyed. Unless we can find a donor, hell have to die.
Give him mine, I told the doctor right away.
Are you sure? I nodded my head. Because of your heart condition,
if we have this operation that means you can die instantly during the transfer.
I nodded my head again. I understand. Please lets have the
operation now.
They tested me and luckily I was compatible with Ji Won. Six
hours later the surgery was completed. Its a miracle that Im still alive. I knew not for long though.
I woke up finding myself in a hospital bed with Ji Won on a
bed next to me. He was still in a coma. I got out of bed and went near him. I stroked his hair gently as I bent down to kiss
him. I love you Ji Won, I whispered to him. Then I left the room, going to the last place I wanted to be.
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Part 35
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Ji Won began to wake up. He looked around and realized he was
in a hospital room. Slowly his door began to open and the rest of SechsKies entered his room. Hyung? asked Sung Hoon. Are
you okay? Ji Won nodded his head weakly as he pulled himself up. Im okay now.
Jae Jin walked over to his bedside. Were so sorry Matthew hyung.
We didnt know what happened until this morning. We got revenge for you though when we wiped out the entire Black Dragon hideout.
Its okay, he told them softly as they all bowed down.
Then a knock came to his door. The doctor came in. Oh good,
youre awake, he said.
Ji Won looked at him. Thanks for saving me Doc.
No need to thank me. Your girlfriend is the one who saved your
life.
Ji Won began to panic. What did she do?
She could have gotten a chance to go to England to get a heart
transplant but she decided to stay to give you her kidney instead.
The girlwhere is she? he asked frantically.
The doctor looked around the room. She was supposed
to be in here Ji Won got out of bed and ran out of the room, leaving everyone staring after him. Hyung! all the 5 Kies shouted
but Ji Won had already left. He ran searching for Mina. He knew where she went.
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Part 36
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June 17, 1999
Please let Ji Won be okay, I prayed to myself silently. Hopefully
my prayers will be answered. So is this the end? My heart never changed because it was still the same one I loved Ji Won with.
I couldnt bear the thought of trading it with someone else. I was so confused. Had I finished what I had really come for?
What will happen to my love for Ji Won? I didnt know these answers.
I felt weaker and my pen fell from my fingers. I stopped my
story right there. Truth is, I didnt know how to end it so I might as well leave it unfinished. I took off my cap and clothes.
I was wearing a long white flowing dress underneath. It was the kind I always wanted to wear when I thought I was going to
marry Ji Won.
My hair had grew out a little bit. It grazed my chin. I started
to put on some light make up and combed my hair. I dont know why Im getting dressed up for but I knew I wanted to die looking
like Nam Mina, and not Ahn Min Sung. I looked at my reflection again. At least I look like a girl now, I thought with a little
laugh.
When I was done, I leaned against the hard rock and wrapped
my arms around it, pretending it was Ji Won. Then I heard a voice yelling out my name. Mina! I recognized the voice. Ji Won.
I smiled, knowing at least hell be the last person Ill see before I go.
Ji Won looked around the beach and saw a figure in a white
dress. Mina, he thought as he ran towards her. It was Mina. He lifted her into his arms and onto his lap as he sat down on
the rocks. Mina, he whispered to her and kissed her on the neck and face. Tears began to fall down his face.
All of my energy seemed to have been drained as I forced myself
to open my eyes. My face felt wet but it wasnt from my tears and it wasnt raining either. My vision was kind of blurred and
I couldnt see Ji Won too well. I reached up to touch his face. It was wet. Ji Won, I whispered to him. Please dont cry. Youre
scaring me. Ive never seen you cry before.
Ji Won looked down at Mina, through his tear-filled eyes. Im
so sorry Mina. Dont say youre sorry, she whispered back to him. Youve done nothing wrong. Ji Won shook his head. Im so sorry.
Youve done so much for me and I havent even realized it. I havent done anything for you except put you through a lot of pain.
I reached up wipe away Ji Wons tears. I didnt expect anything
back from you oppa. But I want to know why did you leave me in Hawaii? I could have called the wedding off if you didnt want
to marry me. I felt Ji Wons grip on me tighten.
I didnt mean to leave you Mina, answered Ji Won, his voice
shaking. I couldnt take my dad anymore. My grandpa had given me his inheritance and I planned on taking you and Sung Hoon
with me. I didnt tell you about it because I was afraid you wouldnt leave your family for me. When I came to your house to
get you, my uncles men were there waiting for me and chased me to the docks. I escaped but I wanted to go back but couldnt.
I could have put your life in danger. This isnt the first time Ive cried Mina. I cried when I knew I was going to be separated
from you.
Despite the pain, I managed to smile. Ji Won didnt want to
leave me, I thought. Look Ji Wonee, Im wearing the dress I always wanted to wear if we had gotten married. Ji Won looked at
me. Youre beautiful Mina, he said to me. If everything would have gone as planned, we could have been married here in Korea.
One thing was still bothering me. I think I managed to hold
onto my life this long because of this question. Ji Wonee, do you love me? I mean romantically, and not as your dongsang.
Ji Won looked down at Mina. She was beautiful. His heart ached
when he saw how pale she was. He realized she never did knew that he had loved her all along. Yes, Mina, he told her. I loved
you since the first day we met. I loved you then and I had never stopped loving you. He bent down to kiss her.
My heart was deepened to a warm bliss. Ji Won said he loved
me, I told myself as I felt him kiss me. Then a cold realization washed over me but I didnt really care. I always thought
that I was hurt when I didnt receive Ji Wons love. Instead, I found out my pain came from when I didnt give Ji Won enough
love. I havent told Ji Won I loved him yet.
Ji Won, I said to him as he looked down at me. Thank you for
making my dream come true by saying that you love me. I know youre lying and just saying it to repay me but you didnt have
to. I did it all because II
I was losing my voice. Not now, please, I prayed as tears fell
down my face. I need to tell him before I go. I reached into my pocket and pulled out the white marble stone Ji Won had given
to me when I was Min Sung. I pointed towards the ocean to make Ji Won look. I threw the stone with all my remaining strength.
It skipped 3 times. Perfect, I thought as I closed my eyes for the last time.
As Ji Won listened to what Mina was saying, he was stunned
still. He couldnt believe his ears. She thought he was saying he loved her as payment of what she had done for him. More tears
fell down his face as he shook his head. Then when Mina pointed out to the ocean, Ji Won saw her throw the stone he had given
her. It skipped 3 times. I love you. Ji Won smiled, knowing that Mina loved him too. He had known that she had loved him all
along but she never told it to him either. Mina, you dont understand. I do love you! he shouted. Then Ji Won looked down at
her. She had passed on. Mina? He shook her gently. Her body was still and completely lifeless. Mina! he screamed in pain.
He held onto her tightly, burying his face into her neck. He was crying so loudly and painfully that both their bodies shook.
Sung Hoon and the others finally made it to where Ji Won and
Mina was. They circled Ji Won, who was bent over holding someone they couldnt see. Hyung, said Sung Hoon as he put his hand
on Ji Wons shoulder. Are you okay? Wheres Min Sung? Ji Won lifted his head up and Sung Hoon saw who Ji Won was holding. He
fell back into the sand shocked. MMina? he asked in disbelief.
Mina? the others repeated.
Min Sung is Mina? asked Ji Yong.
Ji Won nodded his head. She dressed up as a guy to join SechsKies
to be with me.
Youre right, Mickey. Mina did love Matthew hyung, said Jae
Duc quietly.
Sung Hoon got up and hugged both Ji Wons and Minas bodies tightly.
Why? he asked crying. Everyone remained silent. Ji Won shook his head. He moved away from Sung Hoon and turned to face all
of them. SechsKies is my family. You guys are all like my brothers. Please be my witness as I make this promise to Mina. They
nodded their heads sadly and listened.
Mina, Ji Won began. When you were alive, I was never able to
tell you that I loved you. Now that youre gone, you dont believe I love you. Even though I never showed you the kind of love
you wanted me to, it doesnt mean I didnt love you with all I have. Ji Won paused and yanked off the ring around his necklace.
With SechsKies here as my witnesses, I, Eun Ji Won, take Nam Mina as my wife til eternity. I have nothing to give you Mina
except my heart, which belonged to you from the first day we met.
He kissed her lips as he slipped on the ring. The others watched
him in silence. They were surprised when because of all the time Ji Won had been their leader, he had never used his real
name Ji Won before. They knew he was serious. When it was over, Ji Won lifted Mina up into his arms as he stood up. As your
leader, I have a final announcement to make. I am quitting SechsKies.
What? they all asked in disbelief.
Hyung, said Su Won. Please reconsider.
Ji Won shook his head. This is the second time Mina left me.
I really cant go on as your leader. The person I loved the most is taken away from me too soon and she died not knowing that
I truly do love her.
The others understood what Ji Won meant. Jae Jin walked up
to Ji Won. What do you plan to do then Matthew?
I dont know, he answered. Ill be somewhere where Ill always
be with Mina and constantly remind her that I love her. And as for SechsKies, with all the money and businesses we have, I
dont see any reason why we have to commit any more crimes. We each have enough money to spend for the rest of our lives already.
They all nodded.
Ji Won placed a hand on Sung Hoons shoulder. Sung Hoon, said
Ji Won.
Yes hyung? asked Sung Hoon. If you do love Kyung Hee, tell
her before its too late.
Sung Hoon nodded. I will.
Ji Won looked at his 5 brothers for the last time. This final
meeting of SechsKies is now adjourned. I wish you all the best and hope you do find your true love because I have. Good bye.
Ji Won picked up Minas book and scribbled something into it.
When he was done, he placed it down back on the rock. Then Ji Won lifted Minas body up into his arms as he walked away.
Hyung! shouted Sung Hoon. Where are you going?
Ji Won continued walking and didnt answer him. The 5
Kies watched their leader walk towards the sunset carrying his bride and disappeared. They picked up the book to see what
Ji Won had written. The last entry of Minas story was,
True love never has an ending.
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